Energy

As I sit here I pray
Please Great Spirit Please help me
I just need to get into the shower and go to the store
Please Please give me some juice/energy, enough to go on

I had been Raw for 2-3 days, and 2-3 days before that and a few days before that.
When I stray, it's because I already have it in the house.
Since I am financially challenged, i seriously can't afford to waste anything!

So after about a week of gluten free, I made a pizza from scratch from stuff laying around.
It was 1/2 sized, and normally I would have eaten it all but last night I could only eat half.
I am miserable today, so I tried a left-over piece. I couldn't finish it.
Now I am truly miserable. Oh god, I HAVE to go to the store! I need a shower before that.